i wish i were back in school. to be more exact i wish i were back with my art supplies and canvas. despite some good news and a wonderful holiday, i've been under stress and bad memories have kept surfacing. one way of getting rid of the stress and bad memories was to draw, draw anything. some people, especially stupid people who don't understand - they complain that i draw stuff that isn't pretty and always somehow look so depressing. no wonder my stuff isn't pretty and looks depressing. i literally vomit my bad feelings onto that canvas. it's probably the only method that's allowed me to maintain a little portion of my sanity. and now's the time i really really need to draw. i wish i were back in school.